I’m really good at hiding, hiding is what i do. People say acting or pretending for my art but for me it is scrubing away myself and fitting into a new mold, becoming anyone i like. I hide because i am scared of others judgment. I haven’t cried in public for years. None of them know my life, none of them know my day to day struggles. I have so much in my head and not enough brain power to process it. I cannot trust people enough to include them in my struggles, thats just too far.